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I’m Finally Happy

I’m poor…I have like $100 till next thursday and I’m stuck at school until 7 tonight and I have to work all day tomorrow; BUT for the first time in my whole life I feel like I am where I’m supposed to be. I’m living the college life all on my own. No more parents to yell at me and no more little sister to whine all day and all night and steal my things and dump out my soaps and shampoos. All I have to worry about anymore is me and my stuff. If I don’t clean something up it’s my own fault, If I don’t do my homework or can’t find my clean laundry its my own fault not my moms anymore, and somehow not having to worry about who’s fault stuff is is very comforting to me. Also, I get to be with my love. I’ve been dreaming about when we would finally get to be together pretty much since the day we started dating and now that it’s here and I get to live my dream I’m so ridiculously content and happy and I just feel right. We’ve decorated our apartment quite a bit and put up all our posters. We only have a few boxes left with our odds and ends and I just feel like I’ve finally come home. I’m not going to lie I hate the hustle and bustle of the city and I’m so disappointed that me and my best friend who I’m finally living close to again isn’t happy with me, and I haven’t seen her since I got here but at least I’m happy right?